the chatter and his V-day

happy heart's day to all (belated, technically).

whew... such a day...

all black. the shoes. the socks. the slacks. the sling bag. the folded-up long sleeves. the hair. black looks good. black means no dandruff. clear... has zinc vitanol...

my name is ray (jayson ray) <<>>

hay, ewan!

why black? wala lang. naisip ko lang last week n i want to wear black sa valentine's. take note, 'di ko naisip si piolo... wala lang talaga. feel ko lang mag-itim. care nyo??? ay, ang sungit.... bitter lang siguro... wahaha! (pero interested akong pumunta sa CLEAR Black Valentine Party nila sa The Fort ngayong sabado... andun kasi si Moony! oh my gosh! i feel like partying... pero hindi. alang pera. huhu).

tapos napag-usapan sa org (go eCOTOUR!) na mag-iitim ang mga 'single' members, wala lang, chorvah lang... single's awareness day daw (?). hehe.

kaya ayun, all black ako. at napansin kahit ayoko... hay... hindi siya nag-itim (huh?). basta. sa'kin na lang yun.

so there, despite the brain-wrecking exams and a quiz, i managed to pass through the day wearing my all black attire (save for the blue pen, blue folder and orange handkerchief). i brought my digicam to capture some of my 'black' moments (see related photo album), myself and with other 'balck' people...

whew... just... just felt confused again today... especially in the afternoon, where i was... darn... so ewan... so aloof? no. it was just... well, some matters of the heart i'm shy to admit and do... just... just sensing... maybe not just now... argh! just don't mind.

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and what about chatting?

in continuation, well... i've chatted with quite a few sensible ones that were open with what they have in life (just not sure if they were all true, but my heart says that i should believe them). a busy school girl, a 25-year old graduate bumming around, pinay from japan, pinoy from dubai, fil-am from new york, a pretty teen mom, a 3rd year UP diliman ChE student, a gay in love, and other bunch of interesting people.

different stories. different personalities. no holding back. truth is relative. privacy is everything.

j@yson: care to chat?

more... soon.