bored... or just something else

after my enrolment last monday for the summer session, my productivity had gone down. tinatamad lang ba ako o wala lang magawa? ewan.tinamaan na naman siguro ako ng katamaran. lintek! hay... pasukan na naman sa lunes.

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since i had nothing much to bother myself with, except yesterday when i wired a small portion of our house's roof gutter and removed the lamp post, i delved on the TV, specifically studio23s noontime movies. naka-dalawang araw ako, nung martes at kahapon.

nung martes pinalabas yung "Tinimbang Ka Ngunit Kulang." napanood ko na ito noon, sa studio23 rin, lenten specials naman. iba talaga yung pelikula. malalim. natawa ako at nainis. nariyan ang pusok ng kabataan, kalokohan ng mga "nakatatanda", at ka-ipokritohan ng komunidad. nakakainis yung mga "banal na tagapag-balita" [basa: lintek na tsismosa]. di ako sigurado kung bakit ako naiinis - dahil ba sa talagang nakakainis sila o marahil sadyang totoo at kakabit na ng kulturang Filipino. si junior, berto, at kuala... mga sawi.

kahapon naman, yung "Himala." kakaiba rin. it's more than the cliche "walang hiMALA!" oo. higit pa. nagkamali ako. nakahahabag si elsa. nakakaawa ang mga tao. lahat sila, nag-pUpUtahan - may nagbebenta ng himala, ng aliw, yung isa para sa pelikula nya. pero ang tumatak sa akin yung sinabi nung pari [na ginampan ni joel lamangan]. patawad kung may kaibhan, base na lang kasi ito sa aking pag-alaala. eto:

mahalaga na harapin natin ang katotohanan

pero wag tayong papabulag sa katotohanan

minsan kasi'y hindi ito makatao

minsan mas maganda pa ang kasinungalingan

lalo kung may kabutihan itong maidudulot...

katotohanan man o kasinungalingan

realidad o ilusyon,

ang mahalaga ay kung saan natin ito gagamitin.

hirap mag-comment about the films...

sana makapanood pa ako ng mga ganitong klase ng pelikula. sa mainstream kasi, siyempre komersyalisado na... nakabase ang istorya sa subok na pormula para kumita. ano pa nga ba ang aasahan natin? kung may susugal man, iilan lamang.

ngunit marami na ang sumusubok ibalik ang kahapon. umusbong na ang panahon ng mga indie at digital na pelikula. pinipilit nilang buhayin ang sining ng pelikula na nilunod ng komersyalisasyon. kunsabagay, wala namang maaaring mawala sa kanila. hay... mabuhay kayo!

nakapanghihinayang... di pa ako nakagkakaroon ng pagkakataong makapanood ng ganoon. maliban sa isa...

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whew... i'm having fun browsing pictures in frienster and myspace! cuteness!...

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i hope we'll all have a meaningful experience of the lenten season. amen.

whew!

(damn! i'm re-typing this post! hmph... my pc hanged. my post gone! crap.)

she's ellen meriam go adarna. at last, i knew her name! (thanks to a former classmate, AVA. thank you very much!). the earlier post, about something i found, was, well... about her. *smiles* she's really fascinating...

i saw her pic back then in friendster. since then, she caught my attention [related blog entry... here ;)].

last year, i saw the july ish of Candy magazine... noticed the covergirl who looked pretty much like her. "maybe it's her," i thought. but i quickly dismissed it, because of the thick layer of make-up and round face, compared to the one above. then, one day, ava left a comment here, telling me her name: ellen meriam go adarna. later, i stumbled upon a webpage about the july covergirl [see here]. surprise! IT'S HER! hahaha...

those rosy cheeks are really cute, i wanna blush! (rosy? yeah... make-up).

her pictures are everywhere in myspace and friendster. too bad, most of them are used by people posing to be her, using her pics and telling people it's "her" account, stealing her identity. damn fakers! try searching those networks and you'll see. well at least i found someone identifying herself, that she is just an avid fan, just using the pics. hay... people.

could that happen to me? or... you?

to me, i don't think so.

i'm so happy, i wanna burst!

ha ha ha ha ha!!!
i found something about someone somewhere! very, very pretty...

it just made my day, overcoming the grudge i had earlier because someone "messed" things up in my room...

ha ha ha!
what did i find?
i'll think if i'll tell...

what i found... it's priceless.