Tuesday, March 07, 2006

happy but depressed

arrived yesterday morning from our trip to banaue and sagada.
wala lang. ok lang.
it was fun.

the pictures to be posted soon.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

ngayon lang uli ako napadaan dito ah.. but why do i have this impression na abandoned na ang blog na to? =)

jaYson ray said...

abandoned? not really. kita mo naman, binago ko yung template. i have all these "new" thoughts in my head, pero tinatamad akong i-type dito. sayang.

... or maybe i'm still depressed or affected by something... or someone.

Anonymous said...

ayokong maging rude kaya di na ko magtatanong. share na lang ako. =)

try to find something special everyday. moments with friends. converations. ice cream.

just to have something to live for.

i guess it's not that we leave our hearts somewhere. we just tend to forget them so they fall silent. that's why we have to feed them everyday.


that *points up* was my comment to one of my friends. try it. it might cure your depression. Ewan ko sayo pero malaki yung epekto niyan sakin.

Any thing is not worth it if it's making you sad simply because there are a lot of reasons out there to be happy. Life is yours to miss if you keep going like that. Remember: you're on your last year as a teenager so try to overcome your depression. :) Don't wallow in your misery.

Err, I'm sorry. Naging preachy tuloy ako.

jaYson ray said...

"Remember: you're on your last year as a teenager..."

thanks for stressing that i'm entering my 20s ha (slightly sarcastic... SLIGHTLY lang naman).hehe ;)

oh, it's ok if got a bit "preachy". i think that's what i need, somebody "talking" to me. i really find something to live for, or else i would be a mess, asking myself again about me, my existence, my purpose (kung meron nga). every now and then i bother myself with these... pero ayoko namang dumating sa point na totally masira ulo ko dahil sa mga 'to. konting sira lang, pwede pa... hehe.

i agree... friends, meaningful conversations, and Zagu (di ice cream) - had one nga kanina after my stat 101 exam, choco crumble, grande. sensha kung natakam ka. hehe ;). maraming bagay na pwedeng dahilan para mabuhay. pero hanggang kelan sila andyan para buhayin ako.. hanggang kelan ako nandito para buhayin sila (yan e kung they see me as something to live for).

depressed. wrong word ata. siguro, slighty depressed (na lang) and bothered - over something with someone. kahit ako medyo naguguluhan na rin. basta kelangan naming mag-usap. yun lang.

salamat ah! sana sa personal makapag-usap tayo nang ganito. wala lang. sa tingin ko kasi medyo nagkakailangan pa tayo. sa palagay ko lang naman.

thanks again for dropping by!