flows...

awhrl.... so far, my holidays have been great. but not as great as my tongue (wtf?!). i've been munching lots of stuff lately... and cooking too. my tongue is somewhat sore, parang may maliit na hiwa sa gitna, i dunno. all the tastes seem to overwork my tongue, which is still good in tasting foods despite the 'problem'. grrr... one thing's for sure... i gained weight. darn!

crush
last night while on the road home from pangasinan...

[went to my mom's province yesterday to visit our relatives, give some gifts, and bring home some goods like rice, charcoal, veggies, and fruits; and we also attended the reunion of my mom's high school classmates - after 32 years! wow!]

... i saw the big big billboard of Nicole Hernandez at the NLE toll gate, going kalookan. i sighed. "haaayyy... nicole...", i whispered (as i always do when i see her anywhere). wala lang... the sight of her just makes my day (or night)!

letters

some outpours to certain peeps out there...

to 'ashley'

i love your name! it's just like... i wanna utter that name tirelessly. there's something in it that feels... spectacular, passionate. i just wonder how many [female] ashley's exist? no idea (duh?). such a beautiful name for such a sweet girl...

to 'nicole'

"hay, nicole..." you're such a beauty - the look, the face, the body, the charm. yeah, i'm just here looking at you from afar... a fan you will never know, a freakin' school guy preoccupied with other things...

to 'her whom i can't stare admiringly...'

i see you weekly, everytime i go to school. friends, yes... but a barrier seems to isolate me from you. i couldn't tell, 'coz you might know. we may get close, yet still too far... very far. i'm just a simple guy; you're out there exploring the world. you look sophisticated, or am i judging too quickly? maybe. maybe i saw you at the "not-so-right" time. wheew! i'll just have to settle and be content of how things are going... we'll see...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!